“Dare I say I miss him? I do. I miss him. I still see him in my dreams. They are nightmares mostly, but nightmares tinged with love. I still cannot understand how he could abandon me so unceremoniously, without any sort of goodbye, without looking back even once.”—Yann Martel, Life of Pi (via creatingaquietmind)
“And even after every bad thing he did, every stupid lie he told me, and even after every girl he’s kissed, I know he did love me in his own messed up way. Because you can’t keep coming back to the same girl time after time if those feelings aren’t there.”—
No, I’m not okay with the fact that you broke my heart. No, I’m not okay with the fact that we don’t even talk anymore. And to top it all of,no, I’m not okay with the fact that I fell in love with you in the first place.
“Have you ever been so upset you just completely broke down alone by yourself. Your parents can’t tell and nor can your friends because you hide it behind a smile. You know you’re not okay. Yet again, no one knows how you feel and you don’t bother telling them because they have their own lives to deal with. So you store all your problems, all your sorrow, all your tears, all your hurt and all your pain. You’ll take it out some other day, but not today.. Today’s not the day”—
It doesn't matter anymore. Things happen for a reason. Tears eventually fade, and one day everything will be exactly how it's supposed to be. Moving on is a process, and you have to promise yourself that you're really ready to let go.
I could forgive you and forget everything that happened. But that wouldn't make it any better We'll never be able to go back to the way it used to be. You had the world in your hands, but instead you threw it away. So don't expect me to feel sorry for something that was your own fault.
It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be sad about it. It’s okay to miss him, and it’s okay to wish you did something differently. But never blame yourself for how things turned out. Never tell yourself you can’t do better, and never tell yourself this is the end of the road. Fate has a time and place for all us and nothing you can do or say will change that. Sure, it’s okay to fall, but it’s never okay to stay down.