for the hearts I broke. Honestly, some of it was intended, I wanted to know how it felt to break someone’s heart because it happened to me. But karma’s a bitch and I learned my lesson. I’m sorry , just to keep it real with anyone out there, you never deserved it, and I’m sorry for leading you on and making you think you actually had a chance. I should’ve kept it real with you from the moment I knew I didn’t see you in my future.
I’ve ruined many relationships by over thinking too much. I think it my be all these guys’ faults… but really, it’s just me. I think I deserve the worst and I usually end up making it that way. Guys will run away from me because I’m just too hurt for them to handle.
I'm slamming the door of my life on your face. I hope it hurts like hell, because when you come back, and I know you will, you won't be able to get through. I'm locking the door and destroying the key, because, well, you did the same damn thing to me.
A simple three words can be so hard to say. A simple three words that is seems so difficult. A simple three words that can sum up a person’s feeling towards someone else. A simple three words that is so difficult to find in another person’s heart. A simple three words that can relieve a heartbreak. A simple three words that is just difficult to confess. Easier to bear in mind, harder to say it, and the hardest is showing that you do.
Not cocky, I just wear my confidence on my sleeve. The only reason why I feel I got the upperhand is because every nigga has a dream but few niggas got plans. Money over bitches, I’ll be grip over groupies. Soon as you lose yourself that’s when you become lonely: when you become solely based upon a fad that comes and goes like seasons, just temporarily pleasin’. You can vary your reasons, but you’ll be carrying grievance. Rest in peace to your soul but long live the demons.
I still go to sleep and wake up with thoughts of you and what we used to be. I'm sorry for giving up on our friendship, but I just couldn't adjust from being your girlfriend, to just being your best friend. Especially with you being perfectly fine and ignoring me for days on. I hope whoever the new girl is makes you happy. After all, that's all I ever wanted you to be.