Frustrated because I can’t tell if it’s real. Mad because I don’t know how you feel. Upset because we can’t make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won’t take my hand. Aggravated because you don’t understand. Disappointed because we can’t be together. But still I love you now and forever.
“Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you. Tummy, sorry for the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for the damage.”—(via annag26) (via stellaaaaabby) (via justbendoverrr) (via estherxo)
22279.) I cant believe i did that to you. You didn't deserve to be treated that way. Im sorry for screwing us up, we'll never be the same again. As much as I want to fix us, I know you'll never treat me the way you did before I left you. I'm sorry. I really am. And im hoping that someday, you'll finally let me go back to you. Cause that's where I belong. I love you forever.
We can't waste too much time missing something or someone from the past. We accept that life's never constant; things change and people grow apart. Yet we can't stop thinking about how good it used to be; afraid that we'd never experience it again, afraid that we've already lived it and lost it.
23666.) I love you, you treat me like shit. People don't realize the side of you, that I see. The side of you, that makes me want to stay with you, the side of you that I am in love with. People only see the asshole side of you. I hate what you put me through, but I love it at the same time.
Sometimes at night I think about all the things that have been all the things that haven’t been, and all the things yet to be. If my heart could explode into a billion tiny pieces and scatter themselves all over the world. If I could live on sunlight and the city sounds and fall asleep in those thousands of lighted windows. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if I will ever truly understand anything…and if there’s really anything to understand at all.
“Looking back on high school, I just remember specific scenarios and thinking, Wow, that was such a big deal at the time, but right now it feels like it never even happened. So I guess if I can give any advice, I would just say that everything will pass, and it’ll feel like it was a big deal over nothing. Life goes on and then you change and other things happen, and everything feels like it’s so much worse afterwards. It’ll always get better.”—Nina Dobrev (via melrobian)